Most of the time, part of me just wants to throw myself into the future and the other part wants me to hurl myself into my past.
2:52 PM,
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Oh no. I'm slow and lazy. Okay forget it. So well, I had fun on X'mas eve! So much more fun than on the actual day. I somehow dreaded X'mas before that day. Perhaps it somehow reminds me of the school reopen day, which is drawing real close. And for goodness sake, I've not completed my assignments yet. Its okay I guess, still another pathetic week to go.
I've not gone for my bag-hunting too. Why am I always pushing everything to the last week of the school holidays everytime. Problematic.
Don't waste your time being sad, because you're wasting away moments in which you could be happy.
9:34 PM,
Friday, December 25, 2009
MERRY X'MAS I had a lot of fun yesterday. But I'm too lazy to update now.
Some pages turned, some bridges burnt. But there were lessons learnt.
11:35 PM,
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Planned a super late celebration for XiaoHan, this dumb girl. haha. Yeah its already 15 days after your birthday but still, we hoped that you enjoyed :) No photos taken today for she is camera-shy I guess? Should have took your candid photos though =p One more thing, Shihui is starting to influence me with her love for korean songs! Because I'm starting to fall in love with them. This is so cool.
"I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion - not proof, to destroy it. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others; they’re more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away."
Sometimes you need to stand up for what you believe in, even if that means standing alone.
9:09 PM,
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Bought 3/4 school books today with Crystal. All I can say is, the second trip to school is a pure waste of time. Okay forget it. The books sort of bores me in some way though. hehe. Buying books are fun but carrying books under the rain are quite distressed :(
I spot some fun ahead already. Buying of new stuffs, Ikea and Christmas. I've got to catch some movies soon too.
"No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you. That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into pieces. And I can be sure they won’t even watch where the pieces land. But through the breakdown, you’ll learn something about yourself. You’ll learn that you’re strong. And that no matter how hard they destroy you, you can conquer anyone the minute you let it go."
That's what makes us stronger in the end, learning from the things that hurt us most.
10:38 PM,
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Cleared all my past entries.
After days and months of unnecessary troubles, things are finally settled in the way I like. I can't believe I've been carrying that burden for months, now knowing that its actually nothing. For life's good and things will eventually change for the better themselves. So for now, its time for some school stuffs. A new schoolbag, school shoes, stationary, pencil case and school books. Oh, and that white table from ikea.
A few more weeks to 2010. 2009 is a great year, I've learnt a lot and gone through many lessons about life. I hoped that next year would be a better year :) Oh one more thing, I'm looking forward to christmas!
"What’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should’ve healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."
